Disintegration - Young Virgin Auto-Sodomized by her own Chastity
by Ralph-Michael Chiaia / 2005

Atomic energy like gold bars stacked infinitely
In a cosmic desert, isn't all desert cosmic
Or is that kind of talk for the movies?
Cacti and jackrabbits and roadrunners, yeah right!
That girl, stubby as an unfiltered Lucky,
Stacked as gold bars into infinity,
Stoned as cooked sugar or melted butter,
Stopped you before the act & maddened you
Desert or not, it is real as
surreal
    insanity stacked in intergalactic anger
Like the light at the end of the tunnel is peace,
This is anger. The unbearable multitude
Inconceivable disjunction beating
Through veins, synapses, the smell of leather
Grammar school classmates naked on conveyor
Belts--repetition--dick keeps growing
As a child you watered the floor for hours.
Madman locks himself in a room
writing to Dali with a paper tiger on his head
Look closely it's burning up in the air
Like Lichtenstein-dots like
      They're everywhere
      In the air, a psychic-solar attack
      Three tigers out of nowhere appear
To tear her into bloody chunks of flesh & bone
Like gas from the stove disintegrates
Like the kitchen is real
Like the veranda is grouped by chair & TV
A few kilometers from said kitchen
All in a desert. And into eternity you see
Like the sodomy is real
Ecclesiastically her own chastity disintegrates up her asshole.
Fuck the plums, the nightingales, the goblin market
Up yours, raven, sky like anesthetized patient
This is no kaddish, song of whoself? theyself?
No chimneysweeper, black boys, they've all
Been reduced to bare atoms, part of the million-
      eyed monster
reduced to the way light reflects off wine glasses
      while you dine outdoors, sipping Mimosas or Bloody Marys
This is said million-eyed monster
The young virgin is sleeping now
while a bee-wrapped in soft striped fuzz
with black hanging armor,
they say that the stinger is like a waist
that fucks your skin mechanically
penetrates inside you
while the upper part
the bee 'self' dies it's death.
two competing parts in one thing
all somehow connected (psychically?)
to the hive-buzzes beside a pomegranate - provoking.
The Young Virgin Auto-Sodomized by her own Chastity is
split in two competing selves
a dream is on her mind
manifested to my eye
in front of me
in this desert-scape
is it real?